Dear friends and community, I am writing to you from my home in Bali this evening from the land of the gods and goddesses.

Bali is a place where people from all over the world come for retreats, restoration and healing. It is a place where the Earth is pulsing with the power of the 3 Volcanoes in Bali and 7 in the nearby island of Java. All of this makes for a very special and sacred space on this island.

It is a place I now call home after spending 7 years hosting festivals with my husband in Canada. I did not expect or ever imagine that living here could be a reality for our little family and I am beyond grateful for all the miracles it took for us to realize that this is our home.

Originally, we came here post partum to try to heal my hypothyroid that the doctors in Canada were telling me that I had. I am happy to share that 4 years later I have no symptoms and all of my tests show that I'm back and healthy!

I'm sitting on my porch right now sipping tea, my kid's and husband just fell asleep, I'm hearing all the sounds of Pachamama. . Yet here I am awake, it feels as though spirit wanted me to stay up a little longer to share my story with you today.

For the past 4-6 months I have felt this creative tension, sometimes felt as anxiety, sometimes felt as inspiration that I need to make changes.

When Eclipse season began I started to look for things that "eclipse" out of my life, worried that if I don't do it then something else will. I've come to realize that the best way forward is to focus on what is in my power and what is actually happening more naturally in my life.

You don't need to force anything during this time the Eclipse is happening with a New Moon so more than likely you will be delighted by the many new beginnings that will arise. Today for example I found a new yoga studio and new breakfast spot that both make my world feel so different.

I feel what is happening right now is that our belief systems are getting updated, we have an opportunity during this time to challenge old patterns and ways of being and ask questions about our expectations about life.

Whenever I feel nervous or anxious I know that on some level I have an expectation about life that is not being met... Most often the expectation is on how fast or slow you feel certain things will manifest for you. This is the source of most of my worries, I am aware of it and my work is to constantly shine a light on these expectations and give them some "island time".

If you've been to Bali, Mexico or even India you know the concept of "island time"... everyone here is just on a much slower pace. Everything gets done when its supposed to and quite often it doesn't align with our "expectations".

This is a big part of the programming that I am looking to review and rewire. Can I be ok with a slower pace to getting things done? When I say yes, things begin to flow and I get to live in the present moment much more.

This means more cuddle time with my kids. This means putting my phone down when I am with my husband or kids when we are together... as work is always one click away.. When I choose to separate work/life so that I am giving my family and myself the full loving attention they and I need, things really get flowing.

You cannot be in the flow when you are thinking.

We are usually either thinking or flowing.. today I choose flow. Today I will turn on the music and dance in my living room. Today I will roll out my yoga mat and practise. Today I will sit for tea ceremony in silence.

Today, I will play all the games my 5 year old boy really wants me to play, even though I may be exhausted.

Doing all of this puts me in the flow with the formless.... a dance with infinity and attuned with spirit.

I am now choosing to be in a dance with life....

I am ready to let go of the "thinking" life...

I am ready for the flow of abundance.

I will leave you with this wonderful affirmation that is a quote from the author Bob Proctor.

I am so happy and grateful now that abundance comes to me in increasing quantities through multiple sources of income on a continuous basis!

And so it is.

Have a wonderful Friday and weekend loves!

Myrah

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